1. ๐Ÿ’Žโœจ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’‹โœจ๐Ÿ’Žโœจ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’‹โœจ๐Ÿ’Ž #fabulous #evil #queenofdarkness #thankful #happy #smile #girl #me #selfie #followme #followfriday #lips #makeup #wakeupandmakeup #princess #queen #spoiled #umad #blessed #goodday #instagood #instadaily #instamood #photoaday #photooftheday #bestoftheday #igers #kimono #allblack #hair

     
  2. Loyalty, & a 2 of heartsโ™ฅ๏ธโ™ฃ๏ธโ™ฆ๏ธโ™ ๏ธ๐Ÿ‘‘๐Ÿ‘ธ๐Ÿƒ @rtouraget #matching #loyalty #trust #honor #perfection #boyfriend #yesterday #sundayfunday #shoes #shiny #glossy #patent #loveyou #rideordie #thisguy #instagood #instadaily #followme #igers #bestoftheday #picoftheday #photooftheday #thankyou #thankful #you #me #us #myheart #hesthesweetest #cidermill (at Yates Cider Mill)

     
  3. Doc Martens & Knock Martens @ Scare Fest, circa 2014 .//yesterdayyyyy ๐Ÿ‘ป๐ŸŽƒ๐Ÿ”ฎ๐ŸŒ™ @stephshadows #boots #sisters #combatboots #docmartens #knockmartens #knockoff #proud #scarefest #haunted #hauntedhouse #hayride #friends #boyfriend #goodtimes #halloween #fall #change #perfect #iloveyou #instadaily #instagood #igers #followme #photooftheday #picoftheday #bestoftheday #hay #lastnight #latergram #vintage (at Scarefest Scream Park)

     

  4. Rspective switch.

    Iโ€™m not dead. As you all know, Iโ€™ve been beyond the valley of exceptional silence these past few months. But now, I am back to feeling good again; like myself, and back to feeling immortal. Which means I have declared myself as OFFICIALLY back to work >:โ€™D Iโ€™ve missed it so much, but as we all can relate, I had some personal issues to tend to first. I am better now though, happy again, and raring to go!! Iโ€™d like to start off this stretch by saying a few things before I go back down into the depths of my castle and start putting the finishing touches on my 2nd EP. It is all written, structured, & about 75% demoed after all >;) Today Iโ€™m diving head first into darkness. As the day goes on, the joy in my resentment towards others rises. And some say itโ€™s not healthy or good to carry hate in your heart. But they are wrong. I wouldnโ€™t call it โ€œhateโ€ what I feel, but more or less a strong sense of resentment for fucking traitors. And let me tell you, Iโ€™m just fine. Iโ€™ve survived, and quite laughably so. I havenโ€™t felt this good in a while. So hereโ€™s one for the reports; to all who walk in disbelief, casting their false spirits, framing the world to believe they are something they nothing of. It is just now that Iโ€™m starting to see why some of us die the hero, and why some of us live long enough to see ourselves become the villain. This is where reality sets in between the two. Iโ€™m a believer in an-eye-for-an-eye. I donโ€™t feel entitled to happiness or success. I donโ€™t thrust myself into things that do not pertain to me. I donโ€™t meddle, which is typically a reversed trait of a queen of darkness, butโ€ฆ. My time is not spent meddling in the unknown, but weakening the sources and strengths of the subjects that do concern me. Tearing down matters that donโ€™t deserve a leg to stand on. Thatโ€™s what evil does. That is the work of a villain. No playing games. Thereโ€™s always a plan in place. Most of the time gone unseen, even at times unrecognized by those it is aimed for. Evil work and duty is a very selfish fix and pleasure. Quiet, still air is the most harmful to man. Knowing that in itself makes you that much more of a threat and dangerous. It is hard to travel willingly in the midst when you feel there is a stranger in the land. It is even harder to travel on when these strangers disguise themselves as something so pure and loving; a delicate flower, or a comfortable looking tree stump. But we must remember they are poison. Malicious. Donโ€™t give them a chance at an attempt to overthrow you. Do what you must to protect your frame of mind. You want to see a villain? You got it. But I donโ€™t play clean. That is exactly what this next set of songs is about. I thought that my hatred, resentment, and heartlessness had been locked away for what feels like centuries. But it has resurfaced. Which I think is the answer to why Iโ€™ve been able to write, structure, and add to my songs over the past week and a half/two weeks. That feeling that I get. That tickle in my stomach and the blood rush I get amongst my own thoughts; I thought I had forgotten you. What it feels like to be near you again. So close, so enchanting. You tempt me with the taste of sweet revenge. The pressure and high of good anxiety. The feeling of sleepiness from my mind being in overdrive when I hear the footsteps of my foes. I love you. You encourage the girl I never thought I could be. Fuel the fire Iโ€™ve only just begun to start. Tempt the temptress so she may learn anew. This return, my dears, is for you.

     

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  6. Wellllllll,

    Okay, real talk. Why are men so intimidated by strong and powerful women? I can understand being feared around a self-proclaimed evil such as myself, but! What about the women who are only powerful? And I do not mean “only powerful” as a term of disrespect or minimization. I’m talking about powerful, non-villainous women. Not evil, not malicious, while still doing the following, like supporting themselves and supporting a household. Can run a business, and have a nice car. Educated women who are beautiful in their own ways. There’s nothing, absolutely nothing wrong with that. When you are powerful, you CAN make your own rules. You set the bar. If someone follows you, they either really love you, or they would really love to see you fall. Don’t let it fool you. Go with your gut. Be independent and do for yourself. The right King will find his Queen, whether it be standard setting for royalty or a mutiny of Darkness. Ultimately, we do get what we deserve. There’s no shame in being deserving of light or dark. What makes you happy is the bane of your existence. I personally see myself happy one day, in my castle, on my throne. Half lit, fantasizing about more things that I will one day bring to life. Until then, I dream of my Future Dark.

     

  7. What is the distinction between love & hate? Aren’t they really the same thing? Both an extreme passion that overtakes the body, mind, & soul. It’s an obsession that can’t be put to rest until insistent desires are at ease. I wrap up this month with an entry asking this question because I’m not really sure that I know the answer to such a rhetorical question. All of these things being written about; countless nights of laying your feelings out on the table, and putting them in musical sequence. When chronological order simply won’t suffice. And when we write from the heart, do we sometimes feel the opposite extreme of what we claim to be writing about? I’ll say thru & thru, my songs are written both about love & hate. They are by no means “love songs” but perhaps it was my distorted, fucked up perception of how my mind and body “loved” somebody. Such as the very subject whom I sing about so frequent. I can think of a time of love, and write an good piece. But then I can think of a time of unsettling hate, and I can write a great piece. I think that’s why I am evil. It’s not a choice, but a feeling of what is right. A feeling of being at home, or a setting so default that it becomes a chore to divert my mind off of the path of revenge. How many people can say that something good comes out of being evil. None that I know of. And I see it being that way for a long time Xx -R

     

  8. First post of the year!! Wooooo!!!

    So, first post in 2014. Haven’t been on here lately, just kind of been enjoying my HolRdays, ya know >;D Butttttt, part of my New Year’s ResRlutions is going to be keeping more up-to-date on here. Nothing big. Posts don’t have to be super long. Just short & sweet is fine, like this one >:) I had a good day today. Listened back to what is going to be my next single, and it sounds amazing <3 And damn, the lyrics are on point. Couldn’t have nailed it better. Joe & I have been creating separately & together as well, and it really has fallen in our favor. Looking to get started with new material by the end of this week, early next week at the latest! >:D And it snowed a lot here, in RLand. But we evils do snow pretty well. Nothing stops us >:) And my castle is completely snow-capped. It is truly stunning! Happy Monday, all of you! DON’T be good >;)

    Love & bats regards,
    -R

     
  9. Guess what?! DoctR, totally in the house this morning. Everything’s gonna be okay. Trust me๐Ÿ’‰๐Ÿ’บโค๏ธ๐ŸŒ€๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ€๐Ÿฐ #revulsa #revulsaland #music #musician #support #local #evil #villain #dark #doctor #dr #doctr #girl #special #surprise #love #fear #hate #brainwash #time #squeakysqueaky #iloveyou #loveme #wantme #needme #revenge

     
  10. I am off to dinner for the evening, but I just wanted to share this with you all before I goโœจ Time for a new perspective & the new era. New stuff is underway as you can see๐Ÿ˜ˆ I’m excited to start this new set of promos because it’s the chapter that will ultimately lead up to the 2nd EP next year. Time to go back in time. Time to turn back the clock. Time for #reverse โณโœจ๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿ”ฎ๐Ÿฐ Stay tuned! Dress by @thegloomth & pic courtesy of @stephshadows ๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿ’š #revulsa #revulsaland #revulsanians #reverse #rtourage #r #me #girl #evil #queen #villain #dark #time #past #present #future #dress #frock #gloomth #victorian #gothic #rococo #promos #excited #music #musician #life #dream #heart #soul #passion #art #support #local #staytuned